NEW LESSONS LEARNED <3
I don't want to speak because words will never mend my guilt.

I don't want to shout it out because it is my sin I am publishing then.

I don't want to talk about it because there's no correction in my mistake.

All I wanna do is to say sorry for wasting your love, time, words and for everything you've done.

I want to feel numb with the presence of regret.

I want to realize that everything happens for a reason but how can I realize when everyday, every minute, and every second of my life reminisce the Good things that passed us by. How can i find the best? when the love that you filled in my heart is the greatest.

you are supposed to be my King and I am supposed to be your Queen in my very own realistic fantasy, but it is still fantasy that mixed with reality so everything may change for natural destiny.

Because of you I change for the better,

because of you another definition of Life brings me in reality,

because of you I realized nothing last forever if you are not really meant to be,

and because of you I felt true love for the first time.

Thank you for being part of my life.

Honestly, even how long our journey takes place in our lives I still want to end everything with you. But I am not expecting that everything will happen perfectly based in what I am dreaming of, because I know we have destiny and only God knows what it will be. If I only have a chance, I will offer my two knees to the Lord and ask You from Him. 

We're just a victims of love, time to time experience, and new lessons learned.

just remember that every breath taking moments are not the end or the climax but it is the beginning of the new lessons learned.

by: JOHANNA ALFANTA :)